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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Dear loved one Please listen
This might be the last chance I get
I’m sorry I left you I’m living in a world of regret
Don’t cry if you can hear me
I never meant to hurt you dearly
I’m so wrong sincerely stop take life seriously
These are the last words
I’m gonna get to say to you
When everything falls away from you
Take these words and know that
the world is not worth leaving
Theres so much I’ve done wrong
Since I left it hit me so strong
Take my hand and lets walk through
All the times I’ve lied and hurt you
Those people please love them
Don’t hate them we’re not above them
You can have everything but have nothing
Listen I’ve got to tell you something
Last words I’ll really get to say to you
So listen very carefully to what I’m saying
Life is more then just the games your playing
If there was ever one thing
I could ever get across to you
I’d tell you not to say the things you do
And tell my mother that I love her too
No matter what life pulls ya through
You’ve got what its takes to make it through
And if I was you I’d get down on my knees and pray
Thank God in the morning for another day
Life is more than just the games you’re playing!
Monday, May 17, 2004
My heart pounds, the music plays as the lights are down to an eary purple glow and the music is fun, but all I want to do is play...all I want to do is be up with a mic in my hands and pouring my heart out all I want to do is have the bass in my hands and be adding my sound the the corus of noise that is modern music. The beat hits you hard and all you can do is move, you can't stant still for if you do your going against that very thing that drives you in this moment and then you realise the power that music has. With the power to tame the beast or create one the music makers of this world hold more power in there hands then the world leaders that claim this land...and when God is in the music, when it is done in worship and nothing more there is even more power JUST as there is power in prayer so does music in worship have equil or dare I say more power. the heart and the emotion that drives the worshiper goes far deeper...and when music is added to the mix it gives it that edge...David used music to praise the living God for a reason...let the Music take you into a place of worship and nothing else...
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Lord fill me, father save me from this fall, I'm tumbling down and can't stop. Father stop me from this Lord hear my cry. Lord everyday I long for you, I need you I crave you Father your my every hope and every desire Father be my one and only for I hate this world I hate what is does to the condition of my soul Lord clense me Jesus!!
Friday, May 07, 2004
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Spirit at ease now, I don't know what to think of this as I fear the ease might be a dulling easyness of living in amongst a fake world. Not that this fakness is not a place of growth but its fake, Christians arn't everywhere you turn in the real world...in the real world you can say do and act the way you do here without something being said to you or about you...
I live in this fake world, to somehow prepare for the real world that comes to claim its prize as it once did...I will not be the world's trophy, its prize buck anymore...maybe just maybe I could be the thorn in the side of this world...never going away, always there no matter how hard it trys to shut me out...
